Many Christians are ashamed of the Christian gospel... that God incarnate should be subjected to the shame of death-by-crucifixion and all of that stuff. I guess in there is the fear of ridicule too. Romans 1:16.
I countered that by becoming a minister:
Innocent bystander: "So what do you do?"
CoastalRev: "I'm an Anglican minister."
Innocent bystander: a) "Wow! I go to such-and-such church."
b) "Never believed, and never will."
c)
Awkardly looks at the floor, then turns away and shuffles quietly.
As you can see, it's very hard to move on from there - but at least I can't hide it!
So what am I ashamed of? Liking trains. I think it's because, typically, your rail fan [gross American term] or rail enthusiast [implies a little
too much energy placed into hobby], train watcher [has connotations of vouyerism], train chaser ["so what do you do when you catch it? Kiss it like Rex Hunt, or tag and release?"]... I've digressed.
I think it's because, typically, your rail fan is a classic case study in Aspergers Syndrome before it was described by Dr Asperger. The kind of bloke to whom you can say, "Hey I saw an orange train with big boxy wagons at Berry" and he will say, "Oh yes that's 3982 Bommoderry to Cooks River Export Flour Train. The locos on the day you saw it were CLP4 and 2203, owned by ARG which was just purchased by QRN... blah blah blah."
So what am I on about?
All of this is a preamble to the following embarrassing email I sent tonight. We're looking for a motel to stay in somewhere in the 'deep south' of NSW when we return from Echuca after our Houseboat From Hell experience we're going on after Easter.
Here's the email. I was ashamed to send it. I'm trying to purge the shame ju-jus by sharing it with you, my only Blog reader:
Hi there,
This might sound like a really wierd request (probably because it is!) but I note from the NRMA website that you're near the railway line. Given that for some of us that's a good thing [ok, with embarrassment I admit I like to watch trains go past!], are you close enough for a bit of train watching from the motel rooms? That aside, we think will be after a room in Wagga on the Friday or Saturday (or Sunday or...) of the weekend of the 21st April for 2 adults and a 3-month old bub.
Given that it's close to ANZAC day, are there likely to be any problems with that?
Thanks,
Glenn Farrell.